WHAT A VACATION!!!

I was into a 3 day withdrawal for my birthday yesterday and I did and still feel like a piece of shit. I was too sick to even go buy my first pack of ciggarettes by myself. Theres something I've noticed about dope sickness, at least with me. Is that I can feel or sympathise the pain that other people are experiencing. It's really fucking weird to ( Read more... )

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I've developed a serious habit with poppy tea. You can buy dried pods online (specifically ebay) and brew an "opium tea" that knocks me on my fucking ass. I read a story of a guy addicted to this shit that used to do heroin when he was younger and kicked it no problem once he got a job. In his later years in life, he started drinking THIS shit and ( Read more... )

All conveniently surrounding me. I gave up on sleep at around 4:15. I made some poppy seed tea earlier at around 11, and I'm STILL glowing ( Read more... )

The past 3 days I've just kinda sat around reading Burroughs and making absolute horseshit with my time. The people that I DO spend time with either have some bullshit job that makes them so tired that they don't feel like spendin time with me, or they just don't answer their phone altogether. I'm not whining, it just sucks to have such an ( Read more... )