So I am back from seeing annoying cousins run around until they have thrown up their lunchs, uncles that talk perversely and horrid manor to one another and grandmums who can't stop pinching your cheeks
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I have made many mistakes in the past ...and I don't think it's possible not to make any more I want to be with him, and I don't believe that's a mistake nothing you can say or do can make me believe that
I'll stay with him forever, I hope he can be mine because I'm his
hmm well I'm back, well moreso then before. I should be leaving for the country side in a few weeks, family thing, I'll try to be around as much as possible before I go
I haven't been around, I'm not too sure how much I want to be around anymore, the country with its nothingness seems quite preferable to the melodrama here and there...
I just wish I could whisk away one of you and keep you in hiding with me, secluded from all life other than our own, but hey wishs and dreams are only meant to be broken and
I am so afraid to hurt people, so afraid that I haven't changed, maybe everyone else was right maybe I should stay away from him, I couldn't bare to hurt him again
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