That entry right below this one there is so fucked up. It's got to be the ugliest thing I've ever written, in every way. I hate it. But I will leave it on my LJ as a scar, a reminder, for me to wear and whenever I feel like fucking myself up again I can read it and realize the horrible decisions fucking myself up gets me to make. I'm sorry. To ( Read more... )

I haven’t been too proud of anything I’ve done in my life in awhile. I fucking hate my life. a FEW MONThswg agho I was inta tealent show ith my firend Dan we played a song called “One Step Closer (Folk Version)” itwas a cover f a song by linkgPark only it wasn’t really ca oceI wrote the music we just took the lyrics nad ra. The piping in the ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say to anyone anymore. I think I am slipping into a state of severe mental illness. And I'm the only one who can do anything about it. I feel like I used to know what to do about it, too, and for some reason I've just forgotten it all. Everything is so beautiful. Except I can't figure out which part of me is.

Why is it that all we can do is lie to ourselves to each other ( Read more... )

Beautiful. In one day I managed to make at least 5 different people hate me. Why don't I just fucking evaporate.

www.miami.com/mld/miamiherald/news/breaking_news/7334974.htm
Look what the police fucking did to Ed.
I just saw him a little while ago, like a few weeks ago... I can't believe this happened. Fucking Florida and fucking NAFTA.
And I thought the things that are happening to me in my life right at this moment were fucked up beyond belief.

I finally figured out how to transfer all the stuff I've recorded on tape to CD without making it sound a lot crappier... how awesome is this!!! In any case, I realised I have at least about 18 songs that I've recorded that I want to put on CDs - this means ( Read more... )

I had a good day today I think. Nato told me yesterday that he'd be attending this "Latin heritage" lecture thing in the library today so he could skip the first 3 periods of the school day... so this morning I asked for a pass in the guidance office to go to this thing and after looking at me a little funny the woman there wrote me out a pass. ( Read more... )

Here's the tracklisting of one I made fer Eva ( Read more... )

I'm currently getting a 3.2 GPA in school... which kinda sucks because it's like... not at all bad, yet not that good really especially considering the colleges I want to get into and yet I can't really bitch about it because... it's still like I'm getting honours and crap. So if I bitch about it I'm just being a little bitch. I'm getting a C- in ( Read more... )