The days just seem to blend together.....

[benallen]

So lately, especially today i've felt an overwhelming sense of lonliness. I don't know why, especially since I chilled with a whole bunch of people last night forever. I think I mostly feel lonely in the relationship sense. I would like to be in a relationship right now more than anything, but I really would not want to start one here now

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[crispy_fetus333]

I used to have the same dillema with bud. There is definitely a mental dependancy involved.
But I started hating the way it was making me feel. Guilty and stupid and amotivated to do anything other than sit around and toke until I found cheech+chong amusing (about 4 grams of hydro and I still wasn't laughing)... but I digress...
If you want to smoke less than just remember all the reasons that it sucks. It is fun for awhile, but the novelty wears off and you realize it's just a waste of time and money and synapses and lung capacity. It isn't hopeless. Avoid chronic and boat and white rhino and shit like that and it's really just a harmless pastime. Don't let some weak shit like that own you. You have to take it into your own hands and make it your choice, not the other way around.

just a random comment

[toiletfairy]

heyyyy, what;s up kid? you don't know who i am and i don't really know who you are...but uh, yea i found your journal and i'm diggin the taste in music. Usually just look at people's music taste cause hey..music's cool, right? :o) enough babbling, just wanted to say hey. aright..lata kid. and cheer up :o)