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mandatory evocation
The most notable thing that happened to me this year was my rabbit almost dying over Christmas. Like my friends and family, you will likely infer from this that I only have what are referred to as 'white people problems'.
I have decided that if Lola's vet bills surpass $5,000 in 2012 I will have to put her down. Cue people ranting that 'It's just a ( Read more... ) -
"When you're going through Hell, keep going"
Finally it hits home.
I will never fit anywhere.
I am too strange, too repulsive, the order and elegance of the universe rejects me.
Too smart in the wrong ways and too stupid to ever be anything. I am so eager to please everyone but I resent everyfucking second of doing so. A constant contraction. A slave not content in slavery, what's the use?
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The End. Just look at it.
For the first time in my life I truly wish the Creator would come down and wash away all the filth.
Methane and dioctyl sodium sulfosuccinate are poisoning everything I once knew and loved. Slow-kill for sure, but faster than vaccines, fluoride and poison food.
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Loli
What's good?
I figured tonight could be my one night every two years or so to 'catch up'.
Bottom line, this is the love of my life:
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It goes.
Sorry it's been too long. I have missed it here, but I find myself completely wordless and pointless. I am just going to be very literal and stick to things that I can verify as "real". And I am laying off the weed because it is making me a fat boring zombie. Until tomorrow anyway.
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I have been doing really well and life has the sensation of movement once again. Things are getting done, because I am pushing them onward. I am much more comfortable with drastic change than with stagnation. I got another job offer for a bit more money but I am really comfortable and happy with where things are going right now at my new job. ( Read more... ) -
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I got a new job this week. I only half-quit my old one for the third or fourth time. I go into this place hoping to drop off my resume and get a phone call if I'm lucky... I see an older woman with a monroe piercing and approach her with my severely padded bullshit resume... She took me outside and talked with me for maybe eight minutes. She ( Read more... ) -
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So I got my permanent residency visa today in the mail ( Read more... ) -
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Tomorrow I surrender my passport. Then in fifteen days I get my permanent visa.
I am feeling oddly anti-climactic about it.
I didn't know absinthe was legal here until very recently. We will probably celebrate by trying that.
There is bright green stuff from Czechloslvkia or whatever, it looks like floor cleaner.
Then there is a nice Western ( Read more... )
