in 2006 i ( Read more... )

im completely and utterly numb.
its the best ive felt in awhile.

lifes okay.

it kinda sucks that i fucked that one up, they were okay ( Read more... )

i have no words to talk about new years eve. maybe because i don't remember anything that happend. i don't think i want to know. all i know is that i can't keep doing what ive been doing. i never want to wake up in a hospital again.

its a new year, a new day. and im going to get better.

in 2005 i ( Read more... )

so0o0o0o im in history right now. not doing work. havin a sub. its a good time. i don't wanna be here. but its okay, cause im leaving really soon. in likeeee.. 45 minutes. to go to the mall and get supplies and stuff. its gonna be a good time ( Read more... )

i can't deal with life. i wish i had someone to talk to. but i don't.

college apts are due in 2 days. its almost 2 am. i have school in 5 hours. i didn't open my bookbag yet. i cleaned my entire room and worked for almost 7 hours. im incredibly strung out on caffine. thats what happends when you have a triple shot latte at 9 pm. its okay though, i need to get things done. im stressed..but im good. idk, i don't know ( Read more... )

sooo..i don't really know whats going on. i can't remember much of last night. i mean, i know. but honestly, things were prob said that weren't supposed to be. i don't know. im a brave drunk. but i actually had a lot of fun. i just got another babysitting job for tomorrow, which means even moreee easy moneyy. i babysit someone else on tues. monday ( Read more... )

100 Questions For Your Answering Pleasure!BasicsName::Erica Ray Age::18 Height::4' 11 1/2 Hair Color::red Eye Color::blue School LifeWhat's your school's mascot?:rams School color(s)?:red and white G.P.A.?:... Who is your favorite teacher?:i love the art teachers What do they teach?:art.. Is this your favorite class?:art.. InternetDo you use any ( Read more... )