the other day i was coming home on the T. it was about 4pm. i sat down and looked across the way at a latin couple who must have been nearing their 60's. they were holding hands and frowning. maybe that was more due to the deep frown lines on their faces combined with fatigue. their heads bobbed together to the motion of the train and their ( Read more... )

one day i have to make love to komakino by joy division.

they embody joey for me. and i am missing him like hell right now. just 2 more weeks and my lover will be living a mere 20 minutes away from me. i don't even know where to begin to describe how deeply in love with him i am. it is huge this time. blinding. thinking about my feelings makes me want to cry. he is so perfect for me. i have finally met ( Read more... )

After having several conversations on the topic lately, I have realized.... who am I trying to kid? I watch TLC's Wedding Story AND For Better Or Worse, and I go to the DeBeer's website often. and I love it. But I never mention it to anyone because I feel shameful about it for some reason ( Read more... )

I want to be completely honest with everyone from now on.

the smell of starbucks' toffee nut syrup is clinging to my nostrils. i am taking a break from working on my "technologies for investigating extraterrestrial life" project. i'm loving the topic though. intelligent binary code fascinates me ( Read more... )

me: so i recently bought some lemon ice eclipse gum ( Read more... )

i've been hermiting. taking lots of baths. doing lots of sit-ups. reading graphic novels ( Read more... )

i'm sitting at my laptop with my bare feet up on my desk, listening to music. i'm trying to figure out what to do with myself.

its gorgeous outside. blah.

I am so busy lately. I think I am graduating a semester early ( Read more... )