i haven't updated. and i dont feel liek it. but heres me telling ralph what happened today ( Read more... )

yesterday was my second day of class. and he was right. i shouldn't have went to bed so early. i think i have this 6hour sleeping limit or something. its dumb. but i went to sleep and i ended up waking up at 6. forced myself back to sleep and woke up at 8 because i needed to pee. then forced myself to sleep for another 30 minutes ( Read more... )

today was my very first day of class. ralph was right. i was really excited. and i was really early to class ( Read more... )

umm. i've been very lonely here as of late. darlene just arrived today. haven't even seen alan. hung out with the other allen and tawny the other day. that was nice. saw jeff at the den. apparently he lives on the same floor as len. saw van a few times. that was nice. been having dinner with jerico. trying to occupy my time so that i ( Read more... )

this week was fun. lets see:

Monday 01/10:felix was nice enough to give ralph and i to the airport. before we went to lindberg field, we had some dinner. china camp. it was really nice in there. i was expecting some fast food thing. but it was pretty nice. very intimate. and we had the craziest water guy ever. he kept coming around every ( Read more... )

today i celebrated my nineteen years of existance ( Read more... )

today i went shopping with felix and ralph to everywhere and thier mamas ( Read more... )

yesterday ( Read more... )

yesterday night i had one of those panic attacks that im so good at. but iuno. i like how he doesn't let me get off the phone so he'd be there when i loose all the steam. he's got this way that makes me never want to be without him. because, truthfully, we can't stay upset at eachother for very long. in the end, we still love eachother ( Read more... )

hi. today is the second day of the new year. not the third yet, because the day hasn't passed. but anyway. i've cried everyday this year. haha. okay okay so it's only been two days. but you have to admit, thats a pretty fun way to start this off ( Read more... )