i wonder if he even thinks about me.

i miss you. and us.


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"we're al aging. this moment marks the oldest you have ever been. to live is to grow older. that means we all can look back with satisfaction or regret, and forward with hope or dread."

if i had a digtal camera ( Read more... )

dont cover up your scars.
keep them visible
so you will remember to
never be an idiot again.today is one of those days ( Read more... )

i like going to sleep feeling like i've just fallen in love with him.

all over again . .

i've been a bit frustrated lately. it seems i've been lacking a form of release. i've been so on top of my school work and so motivated, it's sad to thinki have no way to enjoy anything. you know. after a long day of classes and reading and my eyes balls feel list bursting open, i'd just like an hour or so to just sit back and relax and enjoy ( Read more... )

i think i have problems. i think im getting so overwhelmed with school and everything that i'm a big sack of emotional bull crap ( Read more... )

im very neurotic. i have a lot of mood swings. im really happy, and then im really sad.. im an over achiever and like to study, but sometimes i have urges to get pissed drunk and drop out of school (which i never pursue). i work out and then eat hot cheetos. i deprive myself of sleep and then wish to sleep in. i change my mind alot. i have ( Read more... )

end of the second week of school. im starting to get that feeling again. you know. that lonely feeling that knaws at your insides. i swear i can practically feel the chomping sounds of my insides being chewed up and slowly swallowed. i dont know what it is. i think im just falling apart. nothing too important i guess. not too important. ( Read more... )