i wont be writing in this diary anymore. i added most people to my other diary rhythm__dies. those im not particuarly close to; i didnt add because i dont want to make them uncomfortable reading more personal things than i'd write about before. but if you want to, like tell me & i shall add you. safe xx

y o u r e b e a u t i f u l w h e n y o u c r y says:
she makes me feel like boom.

i love the way he loves her. its so simple. completly & utterly. two of my favourite kids in the world are in love. wheee <3

eyes closed & im hearing your whispers & heartbeats. like miles away & always closer. cut out empty thoughts with diamonds. so you could make my sky empty. forever folded beneath everything we became. not now but not never. & light hides as your night time begins. i'd be with you. precious & content. taking a breath for every heartbeat that touched ( Read more... )

i should be out dancing but im not. im sick, headaches & such. so everyone went without me. ive missed yet another of emma's birthdays. we've been friends since we were 14 or so & yet ive missed the last 2 or 3. i suck. im sorry emi. <3 tomorrow i hope she comes over & we'll get stoned & go to the pub.

this weekend has turned out the opposite of ( Read more... )

ohsostoned :)
wheee..

leonie, george, andy, tom & sam.

thank you x

got a hair cut..
one two three four

"Once I read an article by a man born and brought up in one of the countless brick terraces of south Manchester. He wrote that the supreme moment of his life had come when, as a little boy, he had gone out into the street during an air raid and looked at the sky. Suddenly he realised that somebody, at least, knew that he existed; somebody cared ( Read more... )

ive figured im going to stop asking people how they are until they ask me back. some ask me back & i love them but some dont & i still love them. im finding out who my friends are faster than i want to. im losing. im holding onto nothingness. theyre falling through me. i cant keep them if they dont want me.

it look a few short sentences from a new- ( Read more... )

i went over to tobys tonight. that was fun. we watched trigger happy tv & smoked spliffs & talked & laughed. yeah im pretty glad i went out tonight. i got an allergic reaction from his cat, and my upper lip has swollen. i look like a complete retard, but hey..

i had a plan somewhere over this week to sort my life out somehow. i guess seeing old ( Read more... )