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"Once You Know It, You Own It."
I recently decided that school is not for me right now. I've said that I'm taking a semester off to gather my thoughts, and to make some new goals. As of right now, I have no thoughts, and my goals have remained the same. I've been out of school for about two months and nothing has changed. Maybe it wasn't school that was preventing me from ( Read more... ) -
"Untitled" [Date Unknown]
As I wandered carelessly through the luminous city lights,
I stumbled upon a dream.
A dream that I could not escape;
A dream that I could not awake from;
A dream that only a heart could describe.
In all my curiosity,
I let the dream capture me.
The look in his eyes drew me closer to him.
He was like nothing I had ever encountered.
Something that I had hoped ( Read more... ) -
OUT OF YOUR LEAGUE!
Where do guys get the balls to send a complete stranger a message asking them to "hook-up"? I just don't see how they can do it. Do they not have any respect for themselves? Or anybody else for that matter. Or is it that they're just so desperate to sleep with someone that they'll pick people at random? I'm sorry if this is your thing, and I'm ( Read more... ) -
"We are all the same, we're just packaged differently."
History was made Tuesday night, when Sen. Barack Obama won the Presidential Election and became the first African-American President. From the moment it was announced, it be came something that we will remember and talk about for the rest of our lives. It became a moment that will go down in history. It was a moment that will change everything for ( Read more... ) -
It's Personal.
For once, I've decided to write something direct. I've decided to write about me for this entry, instead of relating my thoughts and feelings to other things. I wanted to get a little more personal, and really let my feelings out.
As you may know, I love to model. I've been doing it for almost three years now, and I would love nothing more than to ( Read more... ) -
GAY DATING SITES (SPECIAL REQUEST POST)
In my experience, gay dating sites are more commonly use for hook ups than anything else. The users of these sites often use obscene language, and sexually explicit suggestion. Not many people are hesitant to contact just anybody. In fact, they sometimes don't stop pursuing you, even when you've already rejected them. There are so few gay dating ( Read more... ) -
THIS IS GREAT!
This is an e-mail from my cousin in New York; in conversation with her 11-year-old son.
So I'm having this great discussion with Austen last night. It was just the two of us out to dinner b/c Kev had his company retreat in Cooperstown.
Somehow we got on the subject of people being gay. I I think because he said something about seeing Clay Aiken ( Read more... ) -
A LITTLE MORE PERSONAL.. EXCLUSIVE READ!!!
>>>Here's something I found while cleaning out my desk. It was written on April 30, 2007, never given a title, and never shared until now. It's not completely relevant to me anymore, but I have to admit that it still holds some relevance today. Enjoy...
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BENGEE: IN OTHER WORDS = "OPEN YOUR MOUTH!"
What is it about me that intimidates people? Is it how I look? Is it because I know what I want in life? Is it my determination? I may not know now, but I would like to find out. Not because I want to change, but I want people to know that there is nothing about me that should intimidate anyone. Frankly, I'm quite tired of hearing it. I've heard it ( Read more... ) -
BENGEE: IN OTHER WORDS!: "Larger Than Life"
Do you ever feel like you're meant for something bigger? You're being suffocated by everything that surrounds you. Trapped in a place that has so little to offer you, a place where you feel that you don't belong. This is your life, and you're stuck. A caged animal, meant to run free. You're meant to do bigger and better things with your life, you ( Read more... )