So, it has been about 5 years since my last entry on Live Journal. Kinda crazy. Since I last was on here, I graduated college, began working at the school I graduated from, helped build a new building that I now help manage, had a fabulous relationship that last for 2 1/2 years before crumbling, began Grad School, began training for a career in ( Read more... )

So yeah, the Kimberly thing worked out. We have been dating and are even at the level of calling boyfriend/ girlfriend. So why is it so weird? It is odd to be someones 1st boyfriend at this stage in the game. There aren't any precepts about what I am supposed to do, I am having fun writing the story as we go and being the one to make rules. The ( Read more... )

It's my Birthday and there are a ton of people who love me, I love all of you also

The possibilities were high but at the end of the day Kimberly thinks that we don;t know each other well enough to be a couple. That is kinda disappointing but at the same time it could have been expected. I really like Kimberly but, if she isn't going to be able to deal with a relationship, not even a physical thing, the I am going to have a hard ( Read more... )

The next time I see Kimberly I am going to ask her to be my girlfriend. I know it is very old fasioned and not really the way most relationship things work now days but this is probably going to be the most old school relationship ever. We haven't even kissed yet. How weird, but it is nice and I am sick with anticipation when I know I will see her ( Read more... )

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Well, here I am 21 days from my 26th birthday, 1 day before I have my next date with Kimberly and this is the date when we are going to have the talk. hmmm, we have been going on dates and spending alot of time talking to each other since the beginning of December and so now it is time to evaluate where we are, if we really are compatible, and if ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to see one of my favorite bands. The band is OVERWHELMED and in the band My great friend and fraternity brother Kyle plays bass. This band will do well. I had a topic that has haunted me for a long time pop up again tonight. The issue is the topic. I had 2 brothers who were adiment about going to support Kyle. These 2 have been very ( Read more... )

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Weather it was driving to SPU or planning a concert or attending meetings, Will Rogers has been there with me for the past 3 years without fail. He died in a carwreck yesterday. He was a close friend and confidant that I don't know if I will ever be able to replace. I am crying alot right now but that should help with the healing. Will, I won't ( Read more... )