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its been almost a year since i posted an entry. i will do something and than the other thing. my life is fuller. i am far more emotional and considerate and i am getting slower. i dont do drugs anymore, accept when it just happens. thats the gayest guy to be ( Read more... )

nerf bones. old crispy nerf bones that dont want, but to fly. smoking people in the face, or the arm, and wishing i were not even made of nerf. leaving near-insulation quality dust to be wiped by and away from the eyes, first. than from the cheeks and chin and lastly, the hair. my past inspirations still pinch my current style. i try and get out of ( Read more... )

man fuck seriously. im realtired. lots of working 2 jobs and bussing and carring. seeing almost nobody. falling out of love. holding onto the thick winded. she is a lot of traits. she is her mom and she ties herself to as so i know. im going to pretend there is no love and that i am missing nothin and no-one. i have too many books to read anyway- ( Read more... )

no weed. no fun these weeks. im going to turn over - a new leaf. no more thinking im being cool by doing nothing. no more ketamine. no more bad acid ( Read more... )

im close to the literal sack of shit. the food not on the the soil and not being watered in. the large mouth mid size running over night to keep warm. so upset. 4 hour drive north to 2 hour quad ride to 2 hour walk; all to lead the drill to the oil. honestly, i did that and it was fun. labourers are my favorite people and can out smart and laugh ( Read more... )

oh wow.im flattered ( Read more... )

i do this thing where i post an entry from a year ago and warp it into current truth ( Read more... )

10 things keeping me happy - uncommissioned submission ( Read more... )

and its been thought over 4 times now and you want to say something more about the homelesss gentelaman who almost coaxed you from your safe pl ace adn put you on the roAD. BUT YOU WERE SMART AND CLEAN ENOUGH TO AVOID HIS FEET BECASE THEY looked just like your face and if you wore a beard you would wear it with equal confidence and biological ( Read more... )