So, yeah it's been a while. I have no idea when the last time I posted was, other than a really long time ago. At least I can say I was awakened to a new culture, because in terms of my career this winding down two year tour sure was almost a complete waste.

Wow, now if only I could find the time to look for more time to write these things.

It's been a while, I realize that. Given that I don't update often, I suppose it should be actually worth something, but I can't seem to find anything productive to write about, so there's always work ( Read more... )

How overdramatic can I be ( Read more... )

I ask myself, in tears, over, and over, what did I just do ( Read more... )

It seems the only time that I update this thing is when something's not right ( Read more... )

It's amazing what happens when you don't feel like you have a self identity. It's a very disturbing and just weird thing. To feel that the only way to get satisfaction in one's life is to do nothing but interact with others. I felt like I just kind of left it somewhere, and I don't know where to look to find it ( Read more... )

Well, aparrently I think I might have figured out what's wrong with me.

I feel that I have no self identity.

It may sound strange, but it seems to explain a lot. I'm trying to find anything to fill the void, where I feel I have no self.

I'll try to explain more later.

I'm so nervous about tomorrow. I'm also confused, so very confused ( Read more... )

Well, life goes on... and on, and on, and on ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of thinking, and I'm not really sure what I'm going to do about the future, or even the present really ( Read more... )