i've had re-occuring thoughts of killing myself every day for the past month.
i won't do it.

y'know, i like myself a lot more than i like most people.
not to say that i like myself very much.

that's gotta wear off eventually.

in the process of looking for a job. i started that process two years ago.
what the fuck.

it's about a year later and the lady mentioned below and i have happily been together since about june, 2009. love at first sight.
she's everything i have ever wanted in a girl. and so much more.

a few weeks ago i was in love. there was this girl, who'll remain nameless ( Read more... )

On the topic of love- fuck it.
All the people i've been genuinely in love w/ are people whose hearts i've broken. i don't deserve them, i fucked it all up.

And any girl that's worth the time of day nowadays... well, i'm way too scared of breaking their hearts to start a relationship or even just fucking kiss them.
I NEED OUT OF HERE

Life's a trip. The closest thing to an epiphany i can get out of this whole sham is this: that everything's a dream ( Read more... )

i don't often wake up in the middle of the night feeling miserable anymore.
:).

Been feeling kind of out of place lately ( Read more... )

I'm smashin Cody McCune like a little fuckin bug this Saturday. Just you wait, Money!

Things are going swell. I have a lot of determination and self-esteem.
Been watching lots of space ghost.