When You Finally Love Me
Title : When You Finally Love Me
Pairing : Okachii, one-sided Yamachii
Genre : angst *but with a happy ending*
Rating : pg-13
Summary : It's Keito-centric,but written in 3 POV
GO HERE FOR THE FIXED VERSION
OK's POV
Maybe..
You don't hear because every time I want to talk to you,you're always hearing his voice.
Maybe you don't see because every time I want to show you,you're always seeing his eyes.
Maybe you don't feel because every time I want to touch you,you're always hugging his back.
Maybe you don't know because at the time I want to tell you,you were crying because of him.
Because of him...
The day when I met you, there was nothing special I can feel when I saw you.
I just thought that 'Aah,he's the cute type of the band'
That time, I was not in your group,
I'm just a untalented back-dancer with a famous father.
When I heard the old man Johnny said that I'll join his new boyband
I didn't think that I'm so lucky to be debuted soon.
I even thought that I had better not to receive the job and give it to another envious junior.
But my dad looked so happy when he heard that,and I don't want to make him disappointed.
So, although the juniors and the other members of the new group seem to hate me,
I didn't care, including you.
The first time we talked,
you looked so uncomfortable and I can't help but to felt discriminated.
But then I mention about something I can't remember,
and you began to chatted more friendly.
You told me that you always watched me before we debuted together.
You said I looked like a person from a different world, too cool for my own good,
but soon you realized that's just because I'm too shy to interact with other people.
Maybe that's when I plant my crush on you.
We grow our friendship in an express way, when I found you cling onto my arms
and drag me to go shopping with you or when you beg me to sit on my laps
I felt a little uneasiness inside my heart.
I know that I've fell deeply in love with you.
People said that there are always the good side and the bad side of everything.
I'm glad that I finally could enjoy the moments in the Jimusho, that's because of you.
And because of you, I feel my chest is burning inside when I saw you staring at him.
People also said that if you really love somebody, you should be able to do anything
to make that person happy, even if you have to lose that person.
I think that's bullshit.
When you told me that you want to confess to him,
half of my soul was gone away from my body.
I felt empty, that I have to spend half-time of my life, to seeing you loving another person.
But when you came to my house that night, with tears all over your face,
I can finally understand the feeling of those words....even if you have to lose that person.
It has been 5 months since he rejected you.
I guess you're not the only one because he is now the most popular teenager in Japan.
Sometimes when we walk together, you'll suddenly staring into the space.
I want to wake you up,
but I'm afraid that you'll break into pieces which I can't connect anymore.
We've been together for 2 months but you still can't realize my feelings to you.
I thought so until that day... The day when I can finally feel your love to me.
The last thing on that day that I managed to remember is your crying face.
You caressed my hair and my head was on your laps.
You hugged me so tightly until I can't feel my blood was dropping on the snow.
The white snow that were surrounding us changed it's color into red as
you kissed me gently, softly..
I can barely felt anything but I can feel your warmness and your love.
When I began to lost my consciousness, you shouted with your high-pitched voice.
"Don't die!! Don't die, Keito, don't you ever leave me... Please!!"
I can't speak, my body was going numb, I want to tell you that I'll never do that.
"I love you, my dear, I love you so much that I'll die if you leave me like this..
Keito,wake up!!"
Even if I die , I wouldn't have any regret at all..At least I know that you love me back.
That's more than enough for me.
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CY's POV
I know that you think I was just using you to forget about him.
I have to admit that that WAS true.
I'm such an egoist boy, I know that.
And for first time in my life, you make me regret about that.
To saw you fell down as that psycho's knife was piercing your stomach,
I was dying with you.
The moment when I kissed you, I feel like a heartless blunt boy..
Only realized how important you are to me when you were almost die.
When I said 'I'll die if you leave me', I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart.
But then you said that you don't know why do you still love me even though I'm like that.
God must me thankful to me, for giving me such a incredible human being like you,
that I still have the time to spend with you.
Thank God that you're alive.
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YR's POV
I've rejected him, not because I don't like him, in fact, I like him so much.
When I'm with him, the time feels like flying.
There's no such word like enough when we spend it together.
But I know a boy who love him more than I do.
I don't deserve him with just relying on the love I could give.
He and that boy love each other so much.
Although he had confessed to me, I know that he'll come back to that boy.
He might be didn't realize, but the way he talks to that boy is different from to others.
The way they stare into each other's eyes makes me shiver whenever I saw it.
I am nothing compared to that boy.
Now I'm seeing him,arranging the flowers in that boy's hospital room,
as that boy is hugging him from behind.They are laughing together
"They look like the couple in the fairytale, aren't they?"
I smile to myself as the heaviness on my shoulder is disappearing.
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I'm in the mood to write Okachii XD
Sorry for Yamachii's fans, don't kill me =_=
I love this one-shot and I think I managed to write it better than my old HSJ fanfic ^^
Comments are the ones that make me write fanfiction XD
Pairing : Okachii, one-sided Yamachii
Genre : angst *but with a happy ending*
Rating : pg-13
Summary : It's Keito-centric,but written in 3 POV
GO HERE FOR THE FIXED VERSION
OK's POV
Maybe..
You don't hear because every time I want to talk to you,you're always hearing his voice.
Maybe you don't see because every time I want to show you,you're always seeing his eyes.
Maybe you don't feel because every time I want to touch you,you're always hugging his back.
Maybe you don't know because at the time I want to tell you,you were crying because of him.
Because of him...
The day when I met you, there was nothing special I can feel when I saw you.
I just thought that 'Aah,he's the cute type of the band'
That time, I was not in your group,
I'm just a untalented back-dancer with a famous father.
When I heard the old man Johnny said that I'll join his new boyband
I didn't think that I'm so lucky to be debuted soon.
I even thought that I had better not to receive the job and give it to another envious junior.
But my dad looked so happy when he heard that,and I don't want to make him disappointed.
So, although the juniors and the other members of the new group seem to hate me,
I didn't care, including you.
The first time we talked,
you looked so uncomfortable and I can't help but to felt discriminated.
But then I mention about something I can't remember,
and you began to chatted more friendly.
You told me that you always watched me before we debuted together.
You said I looked like a person from a different world, too cool for my own good,
but soon you realized that's just because I'm too shy to interact with other people.
Maybe that's when I plant my crush on you.
We grow our friendship in an express way, when I found you cling onto my arms
and drag me to go shopping with you or when you beg me to sit on my laps
I felt a little uneasiness inside my heart.
I know that I've fell deeply in love with you.
People said that there are always the good side and the bad side of everything.
I'm glad that I finally could enjoy the moments in the Jimusho, that's because of you.
And because of you, I feel my chest is burning inside when I saw you staring at him.
People also said that if you really love somebody, you should be able to do anything
to make that person happy, even if you have to lose that person.
I think that's bullshit.
When you told me that you want to confess to him,
half of my soul was gone away from my body.
I felt empty, that I have to spend half-time of my life, to seeing you loving another person.
But when you came to my house that night, with tears all over your face,
I can finally understand the feeling of those words....even if you have to lose that person.
It has been 5 months since he rejected you.
I guess you're not the only one because he is now the most popular teenager in Japan.
Sometimes when we walk together, you'll suddenly staring into the space.
I want to wake you up,
but I'm afraid that you'll break into pieces which I can't connect anymore.
We've been together for 2 months but you still can't realize my feelings to you.
I thought so until that day... The day when I can finally feel your love to me.
The last thing on that day that I managed to remember is your crying face.
You caressed my hair and my head was on your laps.
You hugged me so tightly until I can't feel my blood was dropping on the snow.
The white snow that were surrounding us changed it's color into red as
you kissed me gently, softly..
I can barely felt anything but I can feel your warmness and your love.
When I began to lost my consciousness, you shouted with your high-pitched voice.
"Don't die!! Don't die, Keito, don't you ever leave me... Please!!"
I can't speak, my body was going numb, I want to tell you that I'll never do that.
"I love you, my dear, I love you so much that I'll die if you leave me like this..
Keito,wake up!!"
Even if I die , I wouldn't have any regret at all..At least I know that you love me back.
That's more than enough for me.
-------------------------------------------------------------
CY's POV
I know that you think I was just using you to forget about him.
I have to admit that that WAS true.
I'm such an egoist boy, I know that.
And for first time in my life, you make me regret about that.
To saw you fell down as that psycho's knife was piercing your stomach,
I was dying with you.
The moment when I kissed you, I feel like a heartless blunt boy..
Only realized how important you are to me when you were almost die.
When I said 'I'll die if you leave me', I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart.
But then you said that you don't know why do you still love me even though I'm like that.
God must me thankful to me, for giving me such a incredible human being like you,
that I still have the time to spend with you.
Thank God that you're alive.
--------------------------------------------------------------
YR's POV
I've rejected him, not because I don't like him, in fact, I like him so much.
When I'm with him, the time feels like flying.
There's no such word like enough when we spend it together.
But I know a boy who love him more than I do.
I don't deserve him with just relying on the love I could give.
He and that boy love each other so much.
Although he had confessed to me, I know that he'll come back to that boy.
He might be didn't realize, but the way he talks to that boy is different from to others.
The way they stare into each other's eyes makes me shiver whenever I saw it.
I am nothing compared to that boy.
Now I'm seeing him,arranging the flowers in that boy's hospital room,
as that boy is hugging him from behind.They are laughing together
"They look like the couple in the fairytale, aren't they?"
I smile to myself as the heaviness on my shoulder is disappearing.
___________________________________________________________________________
I'm in the mood to write Okachii XD
Sorry for Yamachii's fans, don't kill me =_=
I love this one-shot and I think I managed to write it better than my old HSJ fanfic ^^
Comments are the ones that make me write fanfiction XD