the kid next to me in bio was totally freaking out during the midterm. it was madness, most definitely. i freak out... but not during a test... or at least not like that! i at least try to keep my own personal wiggage where nobody/not that many people can see it. it was... interesting. it was like... should i say something? tell him it'll be ( Read more... )

had a weird/bad dream involving nomes and mike. azn mike. its sad that people that should want to acknowledge my presence...well, don't ( Read more... )

You have a sexual IQ of 112


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why is the rule ... that it takes .5 the time you were with someone to get over them??? i fucking hate it. let me sit here by myself and cry in my ludicrous manner in front of the myspace screen. its not like i want him, persay. i just want proof that it is possible that the world is not all just a big shithole. that there might be some ( Read more... )

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omg, people. DO NOT try to put out like you think youre more jap than i am. i fucking swear. and im talking about the bitches who are clearly dont have any more, if at all, a little pinch of yellow in them. goddamn. dont ask me if i use hashi like i dont know. YOU dont know. listen to yourself talk. if you knew anything, you would shut the ( Read more... )

i dont know why i cried. it was horrible. i couldnt stop myself that time. but alone as usual, so thats ok i guess.

still looking for my happiness. it seems so easy, hypothetically. but in reality, not so much. i'll just settle for lesser i sposse. ugh.

another sad day in the life of janice ( Read more... )

just wrote a myspace blog. sums up some of my more recent resentment. and now i'm just spent.

still sick after 1month+. other shit still goin on. and yeah.

i dont feel so well.