i actually ALMOST had a date for friday. ALMOST. i wouldve if my phone was nicer to me. he called and was actually asking to come here and have dindin with me and shit. a guy. coming to see ME. you shoulda seen me. i was all excited and shit.... i mean... ME UBER EXCITED,... haha. and then SHUT DOWN. major DENIED. when will this ( Read more... )

the sickness is slowly progressing. every so often i just feel like shit. sleep after wednesday. then maybe my headache will go away and i'll be better finally ( Read more... )

i hate crying. i hate not knowing things ( Read more... )

You Are 45% Normal

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i dont want mom to die.

she says not to worry, that shes fine.

i dont know.

i have so much fucking work to do.... ugh ( Read more... )

fucking housing.

i keep having dreams with him in it. how weird is that. seriously.... i didnt have any at all before, but the past few days... ugh. i dont know.

and my body is still dying.

aww, i didnt know about jones and julianna. (thats her name, right??) thats fucking adorable. and in the non-sarcastic way. for real ( Read more... )

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