Let me ask you this. Do you think you can fall in love with someone that you don't really know at all? The reason I ask, I live in New York City with almost 8 million other people, and I always thought, who knows, the person sitting next to you on the subway could be your soul mate. My point is, the instant before you do meet them, they're ( Read more... )

I'd ask you about love, you'd probably quote me a sonnet. But you've never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable. Known someone that could level you with her eyes, feeling like God put an angel on earth just for you. Who could rescue you from the depths of hell. And you wouldn't know what it's like to be her angel, to have that love for her ( Read more... )

im not in a good mood.
and getting sick.

i want more attention.

this would usually lead to a fight
but not this time
i love him....

so im just going to bed.

it always happends right around this time
mid october, early november
then again in march.

i hate this time of the year.

the time when some shit just fucking blows.

blah. i dont like her one bit.
but i dunno y i let her get to me so much.

to just tell her off one good time
would make me feel so much better.

stupid whore.

everything else is good.
i visited him ( Read more... )

Mike and i had a date yesterday.
I had a pretty rough day on Saturday
& since i wont see him for the next couple weeks
we met in birch run and ate at Tony's.

Hes honestly the most amzaing person
ive ever met,
let alone dated.

im lucky.

*sigh*
conditionings over.

Every day the minute i wake up i miss you, every song on the radio is about love, and i miss you. When my phone rings and i hear someone elses voice, i miss you. Every couple i see holding hands or kissing makes me miss you more and every night while i liek there thinking of your touch, your kiss, our love, i cant imagine ( Read more... )

Ah!
i had a real bad dream last night
& it was sooooo real
i.hate.those.so.bad.

My life pretty much sucks this week.
Way too many tests.
No more tranmission in the jeep.
STILL no room.
Conditioning is making me tired all the time.

I  need a pause button.

Or my boyfriend...
either one would do.

Mike had me completely convinced
he was going to Western this weekend
n i thought i wasnt gunna see him for 3 weeks.

That is until i called him to see how the drive to Kalamzoo was
& he told me to jump in the shower real quick
cuz he'd b over in a few min. and was taking me to dinner.

Olive Garden + Jackass Number 2 = Splendid night  #1.

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