today was so amazing. i had to do a devotional at church today about the boston project, i didnt write anything i just spilled my heart out, god spoke through me, and he spoke through me very very well lol i made people cry lol. well ali and denise came, that made up for there missing my grad party lol. they enjoyed my church even tho they thought ( Read more... )

ok people well i have some updates. well i have a job at wealty construction company. its a full time job at least for the summer during winter there really isnt much construction that can be done, im there trainee for the summer so this may turn out to be what i do for the rest of my life, or at least to have it pay for other things i still dont ( Read more... )

ok this week was so amazing, i went on a missions trip called the boston project, now for all of you this is an absolutley amazing ezperiance. the loev and compassion i felt this week made my heqrt melt, im just sad its over. i found myself growing closer to god than i ever have, from feeding and clothing the homeless to giving all of my power to ( Read more... )

ok well i didnt have a fantastic weekend, it was fun, but not fantastic. well it started off with me finding out that my mom had ms, wich for all of you that know isnt a good thing. i had gone to sams and that always makes me happy. i was sapposed to go to ali's grad party but i couldnt because i had to go to my moms m.s. testings wich werent fun. ( Read more... )

ok well thinhs are going ok i guess. i feel kinda useless not ahving a job and all and the one iv been trying to get for a while might fall through wich leaves me jobless and moneyless. i dont know what im going to do with my life but im trying to figure it out as i go. i know first i need a job wichis a lot harder than it sounds, for some reason i ( Read more... )

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hey guys, i just kinda graduated, and im not to happy about it because im gonna miss everyone... its just hitting me now that everyones gone,... the only time ill see them is at my graduation. what the heck... now i gotta be alol responsible for myself and crap... man... well at least i have a job possibley, i gotta talk to jeneel now that i have ( Read more... )

ok, well my last entry was kinda sad, so heres a good one for ya. well monday me and sam hung out again, this time it was awesome like normal and didnt suck extreme nuts. well i went over and we rented a few movies, without a paddle and white npise. we tried to hook up a dvd player on her sun porch so that we could watch the movie in peice but the ( Read more... )

damnit... why o i do tese things... i was with asm yesterday and i almost, if not did, messed up everything... we were having an awesome day like we always have. when toni called sam went into her room and of course i followed... she put toni on mute and started to kiss me... at tghat time it felt kinda weird. it was because it was hot in her room ( Read more... )

well today started off really boreing, i woke up and was bored, i got dresseds nd played some games. after that sam called, she got her license, she was so happy and i was so happy for her. that also means i no longer have to take her bus! yes!! lol. well after that i was just sitting in my room thinking, about everything... i was thinkning about ( Read more... )