been a few days since i last wrote in here. me and sam are going well, i meen really well, shes so awesome. were going to hang out on friday and shes gonna go prom dress shopping, hopefully dan isnt gay and some how comes off of ap. were gonna hang out for most of friday and i cant wait. were gonna hang out after she goes prom dress shopping untill ( Read more... )

ok well last night when sam called things looked up like i knew it would. we had a long chat evan though it was like midnight lol. the more i talk to her, i swear the more i miss her the next day.she also told me something awesome that i cant disclose at this very moment because it may just be a thought, but if it happned id be so damn happy. man i ( Read more... )

well the day started off ok, didnt quite finish that way, im just sick and tired of being blammed for everything ya know, people are really starting to get on my nerves, especially my dad... ugh... people seem to think that im easilly pushed around and than when i stick up for my self i get considered a jerk... makes no sense, i cant wait for sam ( Read more... )

yesterday i heard something about my friends that upset me because it turns out that what i think doesnt matter to them... o well. sam told me last night (along with other things, lol) that she told toni she liked me a lot, that made me sooo happy lol, sam rocks. we were talking this morning and she told me that it feels like weve been going out ( Read more... )

well i woke up at 6 again just so that i could watch a softall game for four hours, what else is there to do? i wish i could go see sam again but i cant shes busy, well hopefully ill be able to go over friday, i dont see ewhy not, ill take her bus there and my mom will pick me up easy as that. ya know im actuelly looking forward to school cause ( Read more... )

well i went to my cousins sofball game and i kinda regret it, i think i got sick from someone there.... damn people a. after i got home i passed out on my bed and woke up 10 min ago. called sam shes gonna be calling me back, i really like her, cant quite say that enough. in any case, im gonna get back to laying down cause im dizzy and god i wish i ( Read more... )

well i wasnt able to spend as much time with sam today as was planned but it was still really awesome, we walked for a long time in the north shore mall than took a bus to the liberty tree mall, wich was fun because it was the first time sam has ever been on a public bus, one of those shelltered girls really. after that we saw a movie, hitch. i had ( Read more... )

ok well yesterday sucked some seriouse ass at the beginning because of my dad obviousley, well the bastard pushed me into a wall really hard than had the nuts to call the cops on me and ty to blame it all on me. i decided im gonna get outa the house and stay at petes for a while, so that i did. well after i got there we hung out for a while and i ( Read more... )

ugh, turns out that sam cant go to cailens party because of her cats surgury, at least its ok, well im most likley going to see her on wednesday, yes! she is so awesome. anyway, pete and me went amguarding today, i think i may have broken my ankle i cant evan walk on it. well im gonna get soem rst for church, ill be praying for all of you.

ok well im just getting ready for work and i woke up way to damn early but i feel as if i slept for like 6 hours. i was talking to sam like all last night. her friend leo loves me lol because i hate dave her ex because of what had ahppned, and i dont like tony ann either and he likes that too. the only problem with the kid is that yhe makes fun of ( Read more... )