my brother found out about this site, he snuck up on me when i was updating and now he's trying to keep tabs on me rrrr. he worries about me alot, i love him, but he doesn't understand. nobody who isn't the situation does, like when people try to 'intervene', they say you're beautiful and at a good weight. you can't get inside people's heads like ( Read more... )

not doing too bad lately, been smokin too much tho... trying to quit, but i have kind of an oral fixation, i'm either eating, smoking, or sucking on some candy or gum, i can't keep things away from my mouth. ha. well, gotta go do some math, fun fun.

all eaten today- about a pot of coffee lol and 3 pickles! so happy... a little hungry tho, might go snack on a few more...

not doing much lately, haven't been going to school as often as i should... i feel so unmotivated right now. my boy still isn't sure if he wants to date, he's had bad luck with girls before, but i just wanna scream 'i aint like them!' lol... guys are strange, sometimes they can be the bitchy emotional ones instead of us girls, i wish there was a ( Read more... )

having trouble in school lately... can't concentrate. drinking too much coffee lately maybe that has something to do with it but i dunno.. had my mid on alot of other shit too tho, i like this guy but i'm not sure if it's going to work out. anytime i've gotten into a more serious relationsihp something fucks it up, usually me. my last boyfriend and ( Read more... )

doing alot of limiting... im more in control than anytime i can remember, im still eating(getting my metabolism up)but i don't feel the need to eat everything i see, i'm really determined to get to 110 pounds by march 1st, i've been on a diet type thing for about 4 days now,and have lost about 2.5 pounds... that makes 6 pounds left... im in the ( Read more... )

when i was a kid i was a vegetarian because i hated the taste of meat, but i've been going back to vegetarianism for other reasons, it's a good way to lose weight and keep it off. haven't eaten meat for so long i don't remember the last time i ate it, it's almost purifying, i feel so good when i dont eat meat. doing a raw food thing and it's ( Read more... )

i've quit smoking pot, haven't had any since new years day, that's the longesti've ever went without it since i started. i first tried jane when i was in grade 7 and got completely hooked, i smoked it a couple of times a week then over a month later i'd smoke it at least once a day, this went on until about a half a year ago when i tried to quit, i ( Read more... )

been into too many pills for too long. my friend has dexadrine(for concentration) and i went on a two week dex binge just a couple of weeks ago. i firststarted taking it because it gave me an awesome high, but i found that when i was on it i didn't feel hungry :) so i took 2 or 3 a day for the next 2 weeks and lost only 5 pounds, i guess it loses ( Read more... )