Over two years later, where do I stand?

I'm happy. I've worked hard. I'm still young, but I'm always tired. But I've worked hard for my fatigue. If I got to sleep better more often, I'd still feel young. I'm sure of it. I haven't lost myself. I haven't lost everything that I am.

And I'm really, really happy to be here today.

I feel very dead. We've just decided that moving to the States will be much easier, and we'll all be closer to people we can relate to. Big move, but it'll be worth it.

I'm never around anymore. Every time I come back, there seems to be an explosion of journal entries ( Read more... )

The days have been slow, recently. I'm afraid I just let them take me... They washed against me, and pushed me, pulled me, and tumbled me straight out into sea. In the ocean, you have no feeling... You have no wants, no needs, and no regrets. The ocean is quiet, but you slowly drown. I found that it wasn't easy to make my way back to shore; ( Read more... )

It's late. I'm tired... It's late in the day, at least. I don't guess that anyone often realizes that I'm in a different time zone than them. I'm an insomniac. I don't sleep as much as other people ( Read more... )

I've mistaken you for someone else. I thought you were someone I loved; I thought you were someone I could get to know. I've mistaken you for someone else. I'd thought you were a friend of mine.

Please, please end it.

(o.O; Don't ask.)

Each letter is priced as follows ( Read more... )

If the word among my friends is correct, then I am a talentless waif with nothing more to do than sit at home after work and type things that don't matter (ie, journal entries). That was really very recently said, though, so I don't account it as the truth in the matter... At all. Truth is only what you make of it, as some say. My complete life ( Read more... )

Before I start, I updated my journal too fast, and it said ( Read more... )

Are you suspicious? I wanted to fool you into thinking I was done. I did that, initially, to Jeff. Hi, Jeff. Oh, and I have to mention people, if I'm going to be a perfect little polite angel ( Read more... )