I have been in Floirda for the last 2 weeks, and to be honest i cant wait to come back home but then again i dont wanna be back home because then i gata deal with somet things that i left there when i left to here ( Read more... )

Yes, Thank god those words run through my head as if it was the end of a painful thing. Well the truth be knowen it was. Monday i graduated from the one thing that caused me the most pain in my life. The thing called HIGH SCHOOL!.. Now its a new start. I brought to my graduation my family and the TWO best friends that i have right now and that have ( Read more... )

Wow... look at that... 666 Perfect day right? Sure things where going really nice. I mean Its been a great day dont get me wrong except now im drained and i feel like shit.. I dont really know why. But oh well shit happens. Weird things have been going on ( Read more... )

Yes.. As things have been going i learned that getting close to someone, is the worst idea ever made in my life right now, and the words i love you dont mean anything... Speicaly when you think that you will have that someone again. Steve and i are no longer going to talk, and i slammed my fist through a window because the whole thing ( Read more... )

Yeah another up-date.. Short and sweet ( Read more... )

I guess this is a good time to up-date a lil bit since things have been really odd with everyone and thing. Im on spring break and its going well i guess, i mean there hasnt been a lot of bad things happen ( Read more... )

As i am learning and hearing from others this is my finnal goodbye to steven... Unless someone can talk some since into him. There is a major disapointment in all of this because his own brother OZ is hanging his head over this one. The fact is, is that i am giving up on the fact that i love steve to death and there is nothing in this world that ( Read more... )

You know how things have been with me if you have read the entries i have been writting well at the moment i am really starting to think about the stuff that is happening around me. Such as Faye walking and stalking me with goat and others trying to get me scared, well if you know me i will just do shit back and stand there because so far no one ( Read more... )

Last night was a very hard night for me. I thought that the one person who you love so dearly, and the one who has never laid a hand on you, or even threated to lay one on you.. DID!!! yes last night my high school sweetheart damn near killed me, i still have the marks and the cuts around my neck from his own hands. You wanna talk about being ( Read more... )

Thinking you Love someone so much that you hook back up with them, But for 24 hours you are together and then you get shot in your heart twice as hard ad what you have ever felt before ( Read more... )