I'm not so upset now. I am actually kinda happy again. And getting some things done. Which as always makes me smile a little bit. I am suppose to meet witha classmate at midnight to get some portfolio stuff done....kinda silly, but hey a group is helpful i guess.

you fuckign pieces of shit, stop being a cunt and stick to your word.
If you say you'll do something fucking do it. Once again, I pushed things aide so someone who said they would call me makes me sit and wait. Just because you are friends, don't think that they will let you slide on something.
Why do we have a maloshia...or whatever it is.

I sleep with the sweetest of dreams, and I live with the biggest of hearts.
Today, was in itself wonderful.
I feel as if everything is fallin perfectlly, and I have no choice but to be absolutly thankful....

let go, let go, just jump in, just fall apart, there is beauty in the breakdown.

I shared some stories.....And I recived blank stares.

I'm so excited for tomorrow I could vomit.
All of the past i left behind but missed so much might returning, and I will be a tiny bit happier or alot more distraught afterwards.
I crave the compittion. I adore the fear. And I seek the nervous energy.

I'm actually fairly annoyed right now. So, I am considering just shutting everything off an dsitting in the dark. That actually strikes me as a good idea, but there is a feeling of "what if". So, I will probably not do such ( Read more... )

Happiness is a well placed soccer kick in your vertabre
It paralizes you and makes you numb to everything.

Do I really feel that way? Amd I really that unquestionable. if anyone else were to amke my same choices I would abandon them ( Read more... )

were all little messes ( Read more... )

I feel odd today.
I feel like me.