I once was the crowned king of melodrama. Crowned by my family, to whom, the brunt of my melodrama fell the hardest. I had hoped that I had left that title long in the past. But sometimes when you tell things the way they are, they are deemed as to unbelivable to be true... So, the title was once again placed on my shoulders, for something that ( Read more... )

I feel so terrible ( Read more... )

Well... I got home 10 minutes ago... Long enough to give a short and kinda short explaination as to why I was out of the house for more than 15 hours in one day... My... it has been a long day ( Read more... )

I really don't know... But I have been staying up the last hour and a half thinking about one thing, really, running over the many possible scenarios... Like running through a chess game several moves in advance ( Read more... )

Well... 24 hours ago, I put in final action for a clandestine trip out of town over to my friend's house, so that I could keep her awake with breakfast and coffee at 6 AM. 24 hours ago I showered and cleaned out my car... Thought about getting a drink... or something to eat... Decided against both... And Headed over ( Read more... )

Today, I cried, for the first time, in a very long while. Though, I suppose it wouldn't have been so long, if I really recounted the last time that I truly cried ( Read more... )

I guess I never was really good at writing entries... I always has something to say, but it was never very useful... I mean.. It was always something being bitched about or whatnot... Recently, though, I haven't really had anything to bitch about... I mean... 14 weeks ago was my last entry on LJ, what have I done since then ( Read more... )

As the days encroach closer to that one fateful day when I will finally meet my love, That day where I will be waiting in an airport... waiting at the gate... Just waiting to see her face, walk off that plane, Some things are going slightly weird... Nothing bad, at all... Just... Ya know... When you finally meet someone.. how are you gonna act, ( Read more... )

I just got the outsider look at a convo my GF gave me... (First one... ever!! Me sooooo happy!!) And... Well... Looks like things with Liza, Kenya, and I may not be as bad as I thought. I love Kenya, I really do, (My gf!) I love Liza too, But that has never really been anything more than friends... Even though I thought about trying to make it more ( Read more... )