i lost my last grandparent today. grandma leona passed away. it's probably been nearly two years since i have seen her and she's only been an hour and a half away. i've known that she was sick over the last couple months but i kept putting off going to see her. and now there won't be another opportunity. my poor father. his birthday is coming ( Read more... )

customer looking on the phone, for a mountain biking videos, and we were talking about bikes and shops. i take a look ( Read more... )

i'd be nice, if evolution had seen fit, to install a switch that would make it so that you could just switch off and go to sleep. regardless of being tired or not ( Read more... )

wrong, starcraft 2! "the wait" isn't over until final fantasy VII is remade to current specs ( Read more... )

well jon isn't transferring yet, so i'm going to be at this position, for a little longer. which is alright. i make just enough to get by and i've always been fine with that. have the opportunity to transfer and take a store over but i don't want to live in the middle of nowhere. did that with abilene, for ten years, don't want to do it again ( Read more... )

it has been a long time since i've worried as much as i have, in the last twenty-four hours. i'm glad you're okay. you worry me terribly ( Read more... )

my mom was in the hospital, recently. she was having a routine surgery and was just in for a couple days. so i went to abilene to be able to visit with her, while she was in. really hated seeing her laying in that bed, with the drugs still effecting her. but she's out and doing well. went in tuesday morning and was released thursday afternoon ( Read more... )

i am amazed that they don't delete these things after a certain amount of time ( Read more... )

well, i guess that's the end of it. you haven't responded, and i can't really think of anything else to say. i don't want to get to where i'll email you three times while waiting for your one response. you know how i feel about this whole thing, i guess i can't get what i want though. i've wanted the same thing for a year-and-a-half ( Read more... )

i think it's obvious that i'm not ready for this. i thought i had a chance, at being able to talk to her, but i can't let go of it, yet. my heart's still there. or, at least, too close. i find myself sad, throughout the day. again, not able to think of much besides her. i know she just wants for us to be 'okay,' but i can't give her that. i' ( Read more... )