don't u hate it when you don't get on with a sibling's partner? love my big brother and maybe no i'm not the best at staying in touch but neither is he. ffs what have i ever done to her? she seems to have it in for me. now blocking me on facebook with no reason as to why, we've had no argument, nothing. removing from friends i could get, but ( Read more... )

i have lately been volunteering for sscom. a volunteer pr agency in leicester planning to do a "reality" tv series in thurmaston based on the only way is essex, last night i resigned due to the boss's lax attitude on confidentiality, he let go of a man called michael then proceeded to gossip about him to me and lyndsie who is also volunteering for ( Read more... )

terrified. currently my life isn't dominated by food, it is nice, it's freeing. no i'm not eating right, yes i'm putting on weight and yes i'm binging in the evenings somewhat but i'm not thinking about food all day every day. i don't think about it as soon as i wake up. i don't tend to have breakfast i just have a choc bar when feel hungry or get ( Read more... )

so it's over with dave FOR GOOD. ystrdy he told lynds he wasn't really happy and she asked him if he would still be with me if i wasn't feeding him/providing his tobacco. he said no. ofcourse she told me, how could u not tell someone who's ur friend that? after the situation he put me in last week (thanks to lisa for bailing me out) i could not ( Read more... )

immunization day for david today and as he was overdue i allowed the nurse to do both the ones he was due at once. received heavy criticism for this from people who's advice is fast becoming inconsequencial to me ( Read more... )

feeling negative after jumping from one bad relationship to another, didn't dump sean for dave things just moved very quickly once i became single. told myself that getting with a twat was ok cuz atleast i knew what to expect and there is a grain of truth to that. but not enough, no i don't get the same shock and dismay when dave lets me down, but ( Read more... )

i would probably say eating right now, but thats cuz i'm hungry ( Read more... )

um, dunno. for me i put my whole heart into every relationship, i always "fall in love" as such, its just how i work, i would not be good in a relationship if i held back. the feeling that everything else is third best compared to them, that i'd give them anything that it was in my power to reasonably give them. love has changed since havin my baby ( Read more... )

anything, everything, nothing electro though and i struggle with folk aswell, too rocky does my head in. but other than that anything, also depending on mood. i couldn't live without music. it's almost like my soul speaks in song so i need it to be happy.

so david went back to his ex. suprisingly i was devastated, this is suprising as i'd already decided he wasn't the man for me. i don't want to be in a relationship with a pothead, i don't want to be in a relationship with another man working full time but still has to borrow from me. helloooo, being a single mum on benefits isn't a great standpoint ( Read more... )