OK I have realized a few things lately the first is big text is kool...lol and another is that I have become someone who shows alomst no emotion but saddness to all but a few...I don't like that! But I cant stop myself! I am normaly a loud and fun person (so i have been told) to be around (But can get annoying...so i have also been told!...LOL) ( Read more... )

Hey everyone yeah i know no one reads this but hey its cool i like to write...well I have been hella sick this week with the stomach flu..Which SUCKS!!! Well not that any one really cares since none of my so called friends with a few exceptions called to wonder why I havent been at school all week ya know wondering if im alive or not...well im over ( Read more... )

God this sucks sooo much!!!!! Im sooo sick!! We think its because I babysat a sick baby. The docter thinks I might have pneumonia which sucks!!! I probably wont be back at school until around next friday! Which sucks cause im gonna be soo behind!! I'll never get all B's now!! Soo ill have to wait awhile for  my permit!! Well im goin back to sleep ( Read more... )

This is a poem for someone its true..the person should know who they are..well yea here it is..

IM SORRY

We used to be so close

We were the best of friends

We should have been more....

But I was ( Read more... )

Kerry now pretty much hates me...I don't know what is happening!! Everything was fine and then all the sudden Kerry is incredibly mad at me...I know why that is..But I wish none of it had Happened!!! I mean he is mad at me for good reasons and I wish they weren't so I could be mad at him and have a reason...But I cant be I caused this...So im ( Read more... )

Please Listen

When I ask you to listen to me

And you start giving me advice,

you have not done what I ask.

When I ask you to listen to me

and you begin to tell me why

I shouldn't feel that way,you

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God I just want Heather to leave me alone I don't want anything to do with her when she is doing what she is doing...And if you are reading this Heather im not gonna fucken call Christina! Are you that fucken blind that you still think I did it the first time because i wanted to get back at you or something? Well If you were to call my mom (WHICH ( Read more... )

I don't get it....there are sooo many people that are suicidal..Why? I mean I don't wanna die...I just wanna live and live the best I can..I know eventually I will die as will everyone but why do people wanna die before they have to?...What is soo terrible to want that? If you fight and try life will eventually get better! I mean im not trying ( Read more... )

Wow....I had a HUGE fight with heather....and im upset but im not like I used to be...I'll survive...school has been good so far!! I have been getting up at like 5:30 IN THE MORNING!! WOW!! yea and i get to school like an hour early...its wierd!! Im going to Sandiego Friday with Chelsea and her family!!!:)!! Were going to Sea World!! yea soo and ( Read more... )