Can't begin to tell you how many times I've been sick to my stomach in the early morning all because of "something I ate". What the hell am I, a cocker spaniel? Am I quarantined to the land of raw foods? Wait, it was sushi that got me sick. But you know what I mean. I am currently being stripped of these things for "health" reasons ( Read more... )

2012. So far from when i last typed into this journal. one thing is certain: no one will see this. so much has changed since in the social media and yet here i am alone. its like the backroom that was once filled by the hustle and is now left smelling stale. i shouldn't use that metaphor, it's left still, peaceful. that's better.

anyway i just ( Read more... )

i love no wonder i sleep. no wonder i wander all around up and down until one day we meet.

cradle terry biddle sherry.
uniptuary ganary trary.
garniptualoon bartifuline.
huptrucelly consare tomary slarry.
gomina shupeer termop shoopsinary.
hunt me down, bind my pertrudes, search again

there comes a point where every one of your values, morals, opinions, views, likes and dislikes is the antithesis of your contemporaries'. certain trends, phrases, culture shrivel up from being soaked in trite. overplayed overused overpredictable. theres a word i like to use for the new things or new cool things, things that never measure up to ( Read more... )

im mad at myself for preferring brave new world's  version of a stable society. i never thought i'd want so much complacence. it has to do with the fact that passion has evaporated from my body like steam from a sewer. im biting only into staleness. i dont really care abouit how i dress or even buying clothes. all the cds i buy are old ones. the ( Read more... )

hours of fun. music for idiots. just give it a try. its love if you're patient.

gallery game from some seizure music company.

how do homeless people sleep on the steets? anything can happen to you. im not saying the same things cant happen to you in your home but thats much much less likely. just imagine being sleepy as shit and scared shitless about ANYONE sticking a knife in between your ribs. its just "honkchoohonkchoo shankshank!!!". and you just dont wake up and run ( Read more... )

you know, if sean looks at super hero websites, i can be here. this dsl is so fast too ( Read more... )

bouta be poor. real poor. no utilities. so basically im showering in the mini shower/mop filling tub at coldstone. with the camera on and everything ( Read more... )