Before I met M.K. I never had a problem trusting anyone. Now I have the biggest trust issues in the world and I HATE IT. I'm making myself miserable cause i'm convinced everyone is out to get me. And i'm driving Brandon nuts cause he thinks I don't trust him. I do..I really do. But theres always that voice in my head that tells me not to be so dumb ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in this in forever ( Read more... )

Reading Elise's entry made me miserable.  No one deserves to feel the way she does. She didn't do anything wrong but love Mike. And that's just so unfair. I know life isn't "fair" but for good people it should be.   I hate what he did to me, and to every girl who has crossed  his path. No one deserves any of that shit..That kid gets me so fired up ( Read more... )

In a short matter of time..I've realized so many things. Because of my past with several relationships, I tend to hold onto all of the bad things. Just tonight I realized that because of one (or many) persons that have hurt me, Does not mean that everyone else is out to hurt me. Everything happens for a reason. Yeah when i'm crying myself to sleep ( Read more... )

So today was amazing to say the least... Went out to eat with Lisa and Susan...Then came to my house and made daquaris,margaritas,cosmos...I was hoping Brandon would come over..So I kept calling and calling him..Finally he calls me back and says he just got out of work but hes not coming over..So i get all emo..Two minutes later my doorbell rings ( Read more... )

Is it possible to love someone as much as I do right now? I really don't know.  I have never had a guy care about me so much. I love Brandon more then anything and anyone. Ever.  Maybe that sounds pathetic but whatever maybe thats what I am.  Today he came over and brought me flowers. No one has ever done that for me. He does all these  things that ( Read more... )

Jess I bet you're jealous of this icon haha. love you.

Last night Jess and I went out and took her cousin from texas with us. Haha. Went to Area,Big Shotz and Liars. It was tons of fun hanging out with the Area crew..Yippie!!.. haha. Tommorow we're taking Chris to this press confrence thing..and my baby will be there ;) hahhaa. yay.

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my computer is still broken and my cell is messed up..ugh ( Read more... )

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hmm i dont know what i've been up too ( Read more... )