I'm bored. I like the fall but I kind of don't. I keep thinking about stuff from last year. It's weird that certain people aren't around anymore. People that I loved being around last year are off somewhere else, out of my life. Sometimes I wonder if I'm likable. I feel that I'm not at times. I'm just quiet and shy. Trust me, you don't want ( Read more... )

I'm bored. Summer's gay. There is nothing to do around here. I miss CMU people. I miss people in general. When is it time for school again? Time for me to get my life back on track. Time to stop being a fuck up and time to stop being an asshole to people I care about. Time to change. I've said it before. Hopefully this time I really mean

Midland is super lame. I guess I forgot about that. Work sucks still. Aaron's leaving in a couple weeks and that's not cool. Oh well. It happens. I'll be making money and that's all that matters. But they made me take my earring out. I need to buy a new one now because it just looks ridiculous the way it is. Anyone want to go with me ( Read more... )

I'm too scared to say this, so I guess I'll just type it. This is for an anonymous girl...I hope you know who you are ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything in quite sometime so this feels like a new experience ( Read more... )

I need to be careful how to word this entry. My last entry was inappropriate. It was meant to be just a way for me to try to forget and get over my past, but did not work, only hurt people who did not deserve to be hurt in the process. The truth is there is a girl from my past who I STILL consider to be the most beautiful girl that I have ever ( Read more... )

You know what? I'm not a bad looking guy. I can do better.

I don't really have much to say but I haven't updated in awhile so here it goes ( Read more... )

I've never spent Valentine's Day with someone special and that isn't going to change this year much to my shigrin. Then I think, I have many people in my life who are special to me. Many friends who listen to my dumb old problems night in and night out, who will invite me to go out on those nights when I'm feeling low...friends who will laugh at ( Read more... )

I'm not quite sure what I did, but I did something to make some people really mad at me. And it sucks because I really care about all of them and I don't want to be the reason why they feel upset. I'm really just trying to be a nice guy and show them that I do care and still want to be friends, but I do it a little bit differently than most ( Read more... )