I was over thinking everything with him too much, and I have to STOP doing that. I read into things that are not there, get all sensitive about it, and then realize I was wrong because I jumped to conclusions. Everything was good with him last night, and I got to spend time with him again... Why did I get so hyped up about him not giving me the ( Read more... )

This is not really happening. It doesn't matter how much I would like to believe that it is, I am just forcing it to happen. Everything he does, and everything he says are indications that he is not that into me anymore. Why do I want to keep lying to myself? I just wanted some more fun before it all had to end, but I guess I will just have to move ( Read more... )

I have so much to do... I just want this week to be done with so that I can sleep and be social again. That is all.

Is this all a dream? Have been just imagining it? I thought it was so real, yet the only thing I will have left of you are a few photographs and the memory of your late night kisses.

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Soon enough, there will be nothing left of you and I. Not even the word 'us' can apply anymore.

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Lazy Sunday mornings are not the same if you are not waking up next ( Read more... )

It feels more like a cold November night than the spring that it's supposed to be... And knowing you the way I do, I am very sure that you would agree with me. My lips are dry, and my eyes are failing to comprehend any of the words of the book that I'm reading. Yet, that doesn't stop my mind to be full of thoughts of you... Because I want our drunk ( Read more... )

Life is overwhelming.
Too many things...
So little time.

True. I'm to blame.
But I just couldn't help myself these past few days...
I put my work aside, but it was so worth it.

"Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."

My roommates were right. I deserve so much better than him. For starters, I deserve someone that isn't embarrassed of having his friends know that I spent the night. Or someone that would actually spend the night at my place, and not go back to his place because he ( Read more... )

I guess he just sees me as his option. And not his only one, probably.

Why do I always get just a taste of something great, but fail to receive it completely?
It makes me believe I'm not worthy of it.

I believe that resolutions are cheesy, and not worth it because no one really keeps them. I don't like the whole idea of having to start them only at the beginning of the year. Why can't we just start a resolution when we need to, and not during the holidays?

Instead, I believe in new choices, new beginnings, and new standards. It doesn't matter ( Read more... )