i woke up at 11 then at 3:30 today. i'd only gone to bed around 6:30 last night but i still felt exhausted. i watched part of v for vendetta with ben then walked to panera and met up with bethany for an early dinner. i had chicken soup with a ham and cheese sandwich and those gross chips they give as a side. i only ate a few. they put tomatoes, ( Read more... )

I already posted this a few places but i'll post this here anyways. thought it was pretty odd yet really interesting at the same time...had me kind of freaked out when i woke up ( Read more... )

mmmm finally getting to have pot pie tonight. my mom and i are going to make dinner rolls with it so that will help me practice for tomorrow's class.so i have a hangout date with brian friday. i apparently asked him to hang out with me when i was drunk. which is alright, he's a nice guy. but i kind of half want to push him away and make him hate me ( Read more... )

well my classes have been alright so far. not too much on the homework end except several chapters of reading and a few worksheets. i am looking forward to actually baking something on thursday. (italian bread)we made pancakes from the recipe book i have, at home for lunch. mmmm. i love pancakes ( Read more... )

i havent been doing that well since mike and i actually broke up(tuesday). greg has a point, it shouldnt have effected me as much as it is because of the time we actually spent together, but it has. and its un nerving. i dont like feeling this way.i cant stop thinking about him..i wanted to still be with him. im not going to talk to him again ( Read more... )

i am rarely bitter. but i find myself extremly angry and hurt right now. i thought this relationship would be a nice change for me, but like the last few, it is just another failed attempt. i didnt even get to talk to him about it because he isnt talking to me right now, who knows why. last time i saw him he seemed happy with me, affectionate, ( Read more... )

Yep. it is finally different. and i actually like it. i was a tad skeptical when i was going to go get it done. but i really like it. i got it cut on saturday. im pretty sure everyone who reads this will have seen the pics already but for amusement here is a picture of it:


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this should be good. tomorrow night im seeing dark night with my mom and brothers at crossgates. apparently geoff is also going to be there so ill be seeing him at crossgates as well. will be slightly awkward since its been a few months, and the last time we saw each other well...eh..anyways im excited about the movie. it looks good. were going at ( Read more... )

wonderful how something so important as a friend's death was kept from me for 3 months.. the past few days i didnt even know how it happened. at least now i know he died in a car accident and not something else. though that still brings me no comfort like people say it should. whatever. people die right ( Read more... )

ah happy :D got to talk to mike last night on the phone. *grin* hes coming home friday. i cant wait. iunno whats been going on with me but ive been so damn tired, and been having hunger pains lately. i felt so sick last night i almost panicked..bleh ( Read more... )