yesterday was fun but also annoying. my grandparents came over, everyone had food. then around 6:40 i went to my brother's dorm in troy. we walked over to his fraternity brothers' place where they were having a party/barbeque. i could only remember a few people's names, because he had me meet wayy too many people ( Read more... )

so i think im staying home with the family for the 4th of july. as boring as that could turn out. i dont think ive gone to see fireworks for a few years now. its not really exciting to me. id go if mike were in town though. but he's gone the next few weeks working at a summer camp ( Read more... )

i dont really know what to write right now..im tired and cold, thanks to my mom always having the ac on thinking it needs to be extremly freezing. i dont really know about my relationship with mike as of right now. we dont talk much, and we havent spent time together in several weeks. it bothers me. alot. i may end up just breaking it off with him ( Read more... )

Well as of right now, my dad and my brother aren't on speaking terms. While my brother had a friend over my dad found my brother's journal laying on the floor, decided for some reason to read it, and saw that he drinks sometimes, and whatever else it said in there. So they had this big argument and he was staying at my grandparents for awhile. Im ( Read more... )

im soo glad i got that text from him today. i'd been upset all day yesterday and was starting to be again today and that cheered me up. he explained why he never wrote me back, and apologised for yesterday ( Read more... )

i tried going to sleep early last night. which would be 12ish, quarter to one. i wasnt able to sleep. i lay awake for hours, feeling like my head was spinning and that the air was too thick. as every hour went by i felt a little bit more panicky. finally around..im guessing 3:30 i fell asleep, though i didn't realize it. i only realized i was ( Read more... )

i got to see mike today after not being able to over a week. he's had such a busy schedule with work and chores and such, he hasnt had much free time. i hate not being able to see him that often but i enjoy the time we do have together. we were supposed to go on a double date today with his friend ian but ian ended up not going. it took him forever ( Read more... )

so im really close to graduating. its saturday the 17th at 10am at proctors.the rehersal is the previous day. our gowns are black with blue and gold. kind of stupid but eh. only assignments i have left is my mythology paper, due friday. joyy ( Read more... )

yesterday around 8:30 i went and picked up the shoes at crossgates that were being held for me. they are black with Gir all over them. :D i love it. then around 9ish i met up with a few of the friends i met the night of my friend mark's birthday(scott,mike, Q) and a few others were there. in fact alot of other people ended up showing up later. we ( Read more... )

well, i had to go to the doctors today for a check up on my seizure stuff. only when i got there did i find out my usual doctor,valarie, is no longer working there. and they replaced her with some new people who didn't really know what they're doing. they had no experience working with me so they had to go through the whole backround check again. ( Read more... )