so yea shit hit the fan ( Read more... )

today has been just one of those days, where you say why even try to live anymore? i live as if im dying anyways. Im just so depressed and i went on this like 4326768 hour walk i have to say i walked all through the ghetto and up to the hospital... far walking huh? i tried to clear my mind and it just made things alot worse.  i just dont know what ( Read more... )

whoa so its in the morning ijust took a shower and got all the dye off of my hands ( Read more... )

i havent updated this in a while. but i just dont know what to do with myself. i feel out of sorts and i guess depressed i havent felt so sad in the longest time. i guess im just not sure what to do with my life and im not used to not knowing. enough of this. anyways on a higher and lighter note... i just got back from almost getting beat up ( Read more... )

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day 3 ( Read more... )

well today i woke up at 3 and now i am at myrtle beach.

so far i have boughten this really awesome bag and watch d.d. and super size me.

its a little misty and cloudy but it is 60 degrees, so i cant complain.

and in like an hour we are going to a sea food buffet and im going to eat pounds and pounds of sea food!!

YUM!

xo.

i miss lots of

im leaving in 11 hours.

i think i just need a little break from lockport.

i can not wait!!!!

i hope everyone has a grreaaattt vacation!

xo

Ever make a huge  mistake and wish ya could take it back.

yea thats how i feel right now. its the grossest feeling in the world. and i wish i didnt mess things up.

gosh darn it.