2010 is going to be the shit, fact.

i don't think about things like this in real life but i keep dreaming.

last night i dreamt you shot me, twice in the chest. they could not remove the bullets and i still kept loving you, with two of your bullets, just living in my chest always.

i've been over this for quite some time, i am kinda sick of it, ok subconscious?

i'm 25 and i really still want to believe magic exists.

fucking... ugh. i wish i knew what to write that didn't make me sound like the miserable douche i am.

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i haven't been happy in a really long time. like i don't even wanna admit how long.

FUCK.

i need a plan.

things are changing, they always change.

these are the kind of shenanigans i get into when i have too much time on my hands and i should be getting a job, but that's tiring, so instead i run across stuff like this that i absolutely need, or need to implement in my life.

a suit made out of a sleeping bag:


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i love going to the beach and not showering and being sandy and being disgusting, END. 

smell has been unreal lately. i smell weird things. i do not smell like myself. my pillows and my skin and my clothes and my hair are not me, they smell like somebody else. i'm pretty sure this is something i should look up on webmd, but perhaps i am just turning into a different person, but so subtle, but so huge that my nose is not compliant. i ( Read more... )