"Pages ripped out. Don't remember doing that. It appears this is my first entry in two years..."


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one saturday i took a walk to zipperhead i met a girl there and she almost knocked me dead punk rock girl please look at me punk rock girl what do you see? let's travel round the world just you and me punk rock girl i tapped her on the shoulder and said do you have a beau? she looked at me and smiled and said she did not know punk rock girl give me ( Read more... )

so you know I'm still alive... as if you guys cared... who even reads this? hm stuff sucks.. its life.. nothing special...later

So I got lied to...Pscyho never went to jail...Shree is leaving with Dave tomorrow, and I am supposed to go with them...I don't know what to do...I miss Marshall...I was supposed to have him go along with us tomorrow...But now he's not so sure...I just want everything to work right...To feel right...But today really sucked...My head hurts...

I think that I am going to cut my hawks off tomorrow... I feel pushed away from everyone.. I mean really who are my friends? Matt is kinda.. not really my friend at the moment, i duno how that will change.. Mindy is somewhat my friend, but i never see her...and there is no one else... this is really lame ( Read more... )

thurrsday night sucked. because Matt can't control his alcohol limits.. it was really bad for everyone... I met this cool guy named Buddy Lee.. he has my exact same sense of humor.. I am still really upset and I don't want to talk about what happened much... but i'll just say i'm really hurt...

you don't know what I went thru and what I am still going thru. You have no right to tell me what is right and wrong with my life, while you always complain about your stupid shit. You don't need to put me down to make yourself feel superior because you are most definitly not. I don't care if you are somewhere and there's a fridge of beer... good ( Read more... )

"Yes, I am a criminal. My crime is that of curiosity. My crime is that of judging people by what they say and think, not what they look like. My crime is that of outsmarting you, something that you will never forgive me for."

I haven't written anything in a long time, not just in here, but no poetry in my book, no nothing.. I just haven't been up to it, I haven't had anything to write...

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never say i love you
if you don't really care
never talk about feelings if they aren't really there
never hold my hand
if you are going to break my heart
never say your going to
if you don't plan to start
never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie
never say hello
if you really mean good-bye
if you really mean forever
then say you will try
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