so I just talked to Jess for a bit in a wicked long time. She really seems to be doing well, I'm happy for her. she likes keene and just spent the weekend in boston-weird so did I!- and isn't talking to her mom, as usual, and is discussing engagement plans with mike, her boyfriend ( Read more... )

the sudden rain this evening has made me so sleepy. I've been relatively tired actually and most likely at what is considered a normal time to go to bed. I'm used to falling asleep at 1:30 or 2 in the morning so now that I'msleeping by 12:30, it is beginning to effect my whole day. I think my body is preparing me for a real job and not a ( Read more... )

back at school. I am in vermont and it is refreshing. I'm enjoying it although I feel much older here than previously. that does make sense, since I've never been as old as I am right now. but I meant it more figuratively. I've been having very vivid dreams again. Which could be enjoyable if they woke me in the morning with good vibrations in ( Read more... )

I think I need another job. Moe's is not cutting it, or I'm just horrible at saving money. I'm sure that it's the latter. I am starting to enjoy myself there more and more. I laugh at my co-workers, I like when people say/do funniness but haven't the slightest idea that they are amusing. There is one co-worker I am unsure of, he acts ( Read more... )

Reading up on everyone's past entries has made my leg fall asleep and when I realized it I moved my leg. Now it's waking up and I regret ever moving it. But it's still always exciting to feel movement in a limb again after it's been lifeless. I have come to channel-surfing at night because, other than reading and moving my room around, what else ( Read more... )

I'm going to make this summer incredible, even if it's not the most promising circumstances. I want to find a job I can bike to, so hopefully New Heights? That would be rad. No retail. No food service. No secretary job. Those are my guidelins, leaving the field wide open. Lots of camping, laughing, swimming, beaching, eating, drinking, day ( Read more... )

I was reading in the kitchen last night, waiting for my midnight facial to dry (up my pores, hopefully) when Louie became incessantly annoying. He was chewing on my book, pawing -with claws- at my bare legs and moving fretfully on my chest. So I took ahold of him because I figured he wanted to eat. Hi food bowl was full though, so I just held ( Read more... )

I don't understand how people are able to be patient when a loved one is not near. How does anyone sit and wait, or move and shake and laugh and live and wait until the next moment they are able to see one another. At the start of our relationship, I was gung-ho about being long distance. That's how we started off and have not known what it's ( Read more... )

every day it becomes sunnier and warmer I have the tech-urge less and less. I feel like days are running by in a blur of skirts, pale legs, smiles, dancing, and laughing. I love spring. Today was my first bike ride since the fall and although my bike is in dire need of a tune-up and I only biked a bit to buy milk, it felt great ( Read more... )

a huge sigh of relief because the play is over! Part of me feels bad that I celebrate the ending of a production, but I am so behind and so overtired that I am accepting this ending with a huge embrace. We had a great run, I'm suprised, but bodaciously pleased. Not to too my own horn too much, but there have been an overwhelming number of ( Read more... )