121 today, I worked out for 40 min and had one binge this morning. I'm going to go back the banana spinach plan and try not to binge at dinner. I need to drink more water and work out every day. I looked in the mirror and I look like shit. I want to get to 117 by Friday. My parents are going to CA for a week, so I can starve myself then without ( Read more... )

119 Friday, 120 yesterday, 121 today. How. Fucking. Gross. I really need to get back to 115! I don't know how I gained so much weight ARGH. I have to drink more water and only binge after 4. That's what i did in high school and it worked. But it's just so hard to regulate myself! I wish I had a full-time job so I wouldn't be tempted to go grab ( Read more... )

121. Pee was super concentrated. I had a big binge after dinner.

I'm not sure exactly what I weigh, since right now one scale says 121, the other says 122.5. Either way it's disgusting, and I should be a good ten pounds lighter. Today starts my ten-day plan: write down everything I eat, walk on the treadmill for 30+ minutes a day, do two 50 rep sessions of sit-ups and butt-lifts, take vitamins, eat a banana in ( Read more... )

I don't know what I weigh right now, but I know I've been lax for the last four days. Starting tomorrow I'm going back to the strict banana/spinach plan. My goal is to do that for ten days. I hope I can.

118 today. Still no period. Still no poop. Yesterday I only had one SMALL binge on Taco Bell and peanut butter sandwiches! I was so proud of myself :) The rest of the time I ate fruit and salad.

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117 today. I just pooped and it was literally 1 lb. Crazy!

119.5. Same as yesterday. Still no period. Didn't poop yesterday. I didn't get a workout yesterday, and I did binge after dinner, but otherwise I was good! I'm gonna try to do it again today :)

Wow... I don't know how it happened, but I'm up to 121 right now. This is the fattest I've ever been, and I could scream, I feel so disgusting. Starting now, I'm going back to the plan I had at the start of the summer which is to workout everyday, starve until 4, then do one binge maximum and throw up dinner. My period SHOULD be coming, so that ( Read more... )

I haven't been following the plan, and I need to. 118 today. I really need to get on this. I already binged today, so no more for the rest of today. Tomorrow will be slim fast again. I need to get down and lose 5 lbs now. I'm disgusting.

117 today. Had a BP sesh in the evening, but I've been keeping up with my liquids intake. Gonna try to stay on it today. I haven't started working out yet though :(