well the thing with mark was doomed from the beginning i have to admit. We're so different and we have totally different veiws plus we're both judgemental and have problems beyond that. It's annoying though coz, well did I tell u what he said about his ex?!?! grr well it doesnt matter now. I split up with him but then he wrote an email back saying ( Read more... )

God. Why am I such an idiot. I used to be all parinoid and jealous and pathetic in relationships and I said I wouldn't go out with anyone until i was over it and the right person had come along. And suddenly now I'm with someone and I'm even worse than I used to be for fucks sake! And it's soooo bloody annoying because you know men, they just think ( Read more... )

I'm baaaack..! Not that anyone ever reads this! Oh I wont be back for long though because I'm probably getting a flat in about 4 weeks iNnIt MaN! -jen told me to add that because I said I'm going to write this properly without saying things like 'coz it is like the wickedest fing in da world innit like'. hah ( Read more... )

My GOD. I just watched the England match at the pub and myyyyyyyyyyyyyy GOD. Fucking Heskey the dopey fucking donkey. & James the longlegged TWAT. 'Oh, we are in extra time and are drawing at the moment, so I think I will just FOUL THIS FRENCH BLOKE AND THEN LET THE BALL IN THE BACK OF THE NET.' FUCKs SAKE. >=|  I'm so mad, I'm so mad, I'm so mad.

Okay well I'm all burnt and achey, my feet are falling off they hurrrrrtttt. Got back from Dorset on Friday. It was alright I suppose, we didn't do much. Just like shopping and going to beaches and walks and stuff. I'm really bored now, it's not that sunny anymore and there's nothing to do...Even watching tv is boring.

Ugh. Why do people on tv ( Read more... )

*** My Pregnancy Time Line *** =D

Okay well. Kieron is a twat, I've decided to not speak to him for three months till the babies come. He's SO annoying though because he's like 'why? why are you ignoring me?' and he DOES understand that it's because I have to get over him, he just likes asking so much because it bigs up his FUCKING (massive already) ego.

Ugh. Anyway I've been ( Read more... )

GOD. FUCKING FUCKING URGH. I hate evrything forever and I'm never going to find someone decent who loves me who I love who isn't a FUCKING WANKER and who doesn't come onto me and pretend he cares and flirts and then is a FUCKING WANKER all over again. =,(

I went to Kieron's on Saturday because it was all sunny and stuff, and he wasn't in. The kids ( Read more... )

Oookay well basically I'm not having one baby I'm having twoooooo! Identical lil boys! =D I found out at my 20 week scan, it was well shocking, my mate Jen (provocativex) and my mum cried. They're all healthy and I'm 26 weeks 4 days gone now. It's taking aaaages. =(

Anyway well not much has happened recently as I have a non-existant social life. ( Read more... )

Urghhhhh... Okay well today has been mostly bad. It's a friday and I've been inside ALL day. My horrible selfish ex boyfriend Kieron doesn't have problems with HIM seeing other people but if I want to? Well..I suppose it is his mate but he says he doesn't care and it isn't his business but then he goes all weird and his mate says he still cares ( Read more... )