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[bethanies_life]

Sometimes I feel left out.. I don't belong in that group.  I honestly don't belond in any group... What do I do now?

Bye

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[within_me_blue]

What do you mean? Naturally, everyone isn't and won't be part of something, even if something is a circle of people. I'm going to guess that a circle of people is what you're talking about, right? Personally, I never have, and I don't think I ever will. Be yourself, Bethanie. People will accept you, and people will deny you. Concentrate where the acceptance is coming from, you know? The people that accept you will most likely be the people that mean the most to you if not will. If your friends aren't holding you inside their circle, are they really your friends? Friends don't brush friends aside.

If you're talking about an identity (emotional, etc.), again, be yourself okay? You're beautiful, and you're smart. You're funny, compassionate, easy to talk with, and you make me (and other people, I know) laugh and smile. Don't worry about what people think about you, please. You're perfect being you.

I love you -- and I pray to God that I helped you. If I didn't, don't feel discouraged.

*hugs*

[bethanies_life]

Thanks Chelsea. You did help, but sometimes I can't help but want to have a group of friends. I don't want to look back at high school and regret everything I do. I am me, and I've never tried to hide it or cover it up. But noone likes me as I am, and I won't change, but sometimes I hate being me. I act so happy sometimes but most of the time I'm not. I try so hard to make others happy and it is wearing me thin. How can I help other people when I'm not happy? I'm not happy at all, but I try so hard to act it. I just don't know anymore, Chels. I just don't know.

[within_me_blue]

High school isn't the end of the world, sweetheart, you know? You're going to college, aren't you? People are carefree and friendly. They'll love you, I know. How can they not? I mean, seriously. ♥

Currently, though, you're what, a junior? I know that the time before college can be hard, specially if you're feeling the way that you are feeling.

Try being diverse. Talk with new people, you know? You might learn that they'll be the better friends.

[ludo_bagman]

<3 High School sucks, it's not just you. You belng in my group, if that makes you feel better. Chelsea can come, too. But only because I love you both dearly.

[within_me_blue]

=o <3 I love you, too.

[ludo_bagman]

I just tried to call you, Love. The evil one said I'd see you tomorrow at School. I was all like "Oh... Okay..." and he hung up. ILU.

P.S. I went pee. <3

[htbrat2006]

you know what you do? you move to tuscaloosa and be my new roommate thats what cha do! haha miss you girl