i dont know. what am i doing wrong? i am soo unhappy lately ( Read more... )

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today sucked...big time and right now i feel as if i want to burst into tears. this moring i got a call from rees telling me that him and all the other managerment staff dont work at buffalo ( Read more... )

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today futher proved the fact that you cant trust anyone but yourself. but i cant really blame anyone but myself. i didnt push enough. but now i have a whole year to plan. i am not going to let anyone stand in my way ( Read more... )

So tonight i got some good advice that when given to me i just shrugged off my shoulders. laura told me that i need to stop hanging out with jason. somehow for the past couple of weeks i thought it was a good idea to hang out with this boy all the time. we have become like best friends and i thought i could handle having just that. but i cant ( Read more... )

he makes me sick ( Read more... )

so i have came to realize last night that i have never been chased by a guy. well i have had my fair share of stalkers...but real life effort to be with me, no. well there was josh...but that last about a couple of days. yeah i guess i am kinda feeling sorry for myself, but overalling evaluating how i just chase boys ( Read more... )

well...things are a bit better. i came across some views about my life when i was all messed up this past weekend. no one is going to love you like your family and you should keep everyone at arms length. of course at this moment i felt incredible love for the world but i realized that i except too much from people. i just need to love and not ( Read more... )

so tonight didnt improve much. just prove to me the facts of my situtation. tons of people telling me how great i am..but none of them being real friends. my exceptions of people are really too high ( Read more... )