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I'm pathetic.

Sometimes I think that I'm the most idiotic person that ever lived. Or maybe just the most pathetic.

I don't know why I'm in such an awful mood right now. Why does it have to be parents weekend? I don't mind mine coming, but I don't want to have to deal with everyone else's. I'm sweaty and in my gym clothes, and Melissa just brought her parents in. Is it ok to be antisocial? I'm in one of those moods where I feel like screaming...I just have all ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me...why am I incapable of being happy? I just always feel incomplete, no matter what. I thought I would like living in a house, but sometimes I just feel really trapped. The doors are always locked--I hate it even when I do remember my key. I always think that a change of situation will help me, but somehow it never ( Read more... )

Well, it's finally almost time to go back. There's nothing like a job as boring as scanning to make you appreciate learning. It makes me wonder how I'm ever going to make it in the real world--after a certain amount of time I always just really miss classes ( Read more... )

I hate scanning. Oh so much.

Why do I have so much angst this week? Maybe it's because my itunes isn't working.

Lately I've been worrying that there's something severely wrong with me. My brain is not functioning on the level it used to. Why did college make me so much stupider? I'm not even responsible enough anymore to make up for it. No matter how much sleep I get my brain is set on sleep-deprivation mode, and I make dumb mistakes that I shouldn't be ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I really worry that I'm ruining my life.