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I have a headache.
La De Da Da Da doot doot. I am so tired, and my immune system is about to turn to junk. I am more out of it than usual. My grandmother died about 5 days ago. She was in a slight vegetative state but still knew who everyone was for her last two days. My aunt with my mothers permission told my grandma that she had made it to Christmas, so she finally ( Read more... ) -
God is so here.
God is amazing, even when times are tough. God is holding me up at the moment. That's ok with me. I wish God was more accepted in my house. He's welcome in my heart he lives there. We deal with so much hard stuff, I don't understand, well yes I do, but I still wish my mom would cross the bridge to God. I know she wants to believe, but there is a ( Read more... ) -
Ron Paul, it isnt' his birthday, but like that really matters
Alright, I left for 3 days and Caitlin decided to write a book, so I thought I should catch up some.
So, I was behaving myself......mostly, I mean studying of course. Then I went to check my face book, and while surfing through several pages, I came to dean's imported live journal post, So I went to Live journal, and checked Mr. Ron Paul, to see how ( Read more... ) -
Title Goes there
Gosh I am tired, and only one more day of school left(I only have to work) and then we're off to finals. I only have to show up one day next week, Wednesday. I have my final first thing in the morning, and then I work until 3.
I hurt, but am in mostly good spirits the PMDD has seemed to calm itself, it has gotten a lot better after I realized how ( Read more... ) -
Plop Plop Fizz Fizz
Ok, you could call this a crisis but I am not going to. I am just irked, I knew she lied, but I was hoping she wouldn't lie to me, and it was so easy to catch her too, she is a good person to have around, but I got to watch what I believe around her now. My phone won't shut up, and I get subway once again, and theres the stupid phone...........I ( Read more... ) -
Stuff
To do list: for the next few weeks
- Clean Room
- Study for Final(immediately)
- Play Kingdom Hearts on my PS2
- Appeal for Suspension (immediately)
- Help out mom, with grandma stuff (deceased or not)
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More thoughts
Frustration because I am unsure of what is wanted, even by me; because I tried to protect myself; and I still ended up with somewhat of a wounded soul; because I wanted to make everyone happy, and it didn't work, and I can't compete with death, knocking on the door; because I have friends, and even me sometimes, conveniently leave out the truth, so ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts (possibly stream of consciousness)
My head hurts it's hurt for about 27 hours. God has really steered my "obsessiveness" (if you really want to call it that), into a lot of prayer, If i think about it, and want to do it more, I just talk to God, about it, I have always loved my one on one time with God, just sitting in prayer. wow, I lost my momentum, I may come back later. -
na na na na, na na na na, hey, hey, hey, goodbye
I am in mostly good spirits, really I am. I still have tons of body aches from being sick, even though they are somewhat better. I think it's partially asthma related. I forgot to take my meds earlier this week, and today it finally caught up with me, it's not too bad though, and I didn't start WWIII so I guess all is good. I miss a lot of people ( Read more... ) -
The Megan Meier story.
Would you ever say this to a 13 year old girl, who was bi-polar, and on A.D.D. medication?
"'Everybody in O'Fallon knows how you are. You are a bad person and everybody hates you. Have a s^&*%y rest of your life. The world would be a better place without you.'
--Josh's last message to Megan, according to Ron Meier's best recollection
y in O'Fallon ( Read more... )