it does seem like you were blowing me off for her. now i see why you said you were gonna go home and play video games, cuz it's your normal night to hang out with her. it's not like it was a hey my dog is sick, so if you want to hang out we can at my house. i hate that i let you back into my life, like you you deserve to be there. you should have ( Read more... )

so where to begin...lol not that anyone reads this stupid thing anymore ( Read more... )

i wish i could be more out spoken. to say what i think and feel when i think and feel it rather than ponder on it and then speak my mind. and i have no problem with people speaking their mind, saying what they think of me, or my behavior, but i do have a problem with people speaking their mind about me to anyone other than me. i hate confrontation ( Read more... )

i think it's crazy that people allow themselves to stop living life, because of one individual. i mean i've been there and done that, so i can be a little more understanding, but damn this girl is stalking obsessive like. crazy not playing with a full deck like. he is mine, leave him alone

i wish she would just move on. i mean i know it's hard, but how can you live life like it only exists for one person?

so i'm studying to be a pharmacy tech. yay me.

i hate you. i hate that i let you get to me. you're not an important part of my life, yet your actions hurt me more than anything else in my life. i have got to stop letting people get to me. you call yourself a friend? who the fuck are u? maybe you need a reality check into what a friend really is...because true friends don't pull shit like that ( Read more... )

how well can u really know someone before you consider them a friend? right now all i know is i'm on my path to self gratification. i'm getting a car april 15 from my dad and pam for my birthday. now all i need is an apt. and i'm soully on my own. i'm learning more and more people you thought you knew or people you think you understand, aren't ( Read more... )

my heart
it hurts
pain never felt before

my heart
it sees
my foggy glasses

my heart
it asks
why i cry myself to sleep

my heart
it hears
my silent sobs to my soul

my heart
it smells
my only fear

my heart
it tastes
my salty tears

my heart
it knows
something's wrong

my heart
it feels
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okay i'm just gonna let loose on this. i have been in like with this guy for so long that i just can not deny my feelings anymore. everything about you makes me smile like a cheesy schoolgirl on christmas. you always make me laugh. and you have my best interest at heart. we've been through some shit in the past, but it still feels right. maybe this ( Read more... )