i am listening to the new three days grace album ( Read more... )

i have not been happy since brandon.
will it ever change?

so i feel the need to write in this since i havnt ALL SUMMER LONG. i know pretty crazy right? i guess summer has had too many downs and not enough ups. :/ but life cant always be a peach. sometimes its a lemon. so lets see, andrew and i broke up months and months ago. and for no other reason except distance and weed. but i guess those are two big ( Read more... )

i do drugs because everything hurts.
everything always hurts.

today has the potential of being one of the greatest days ever. though, when your messing with drugs you never really know how its gonna be. andrew is completly against drugs, except pills. lol. totally hyporcritical if you ask me, but i dont care, andrew is going to take adderal with me and i am pumped since doing drugs with that special person is ( Read more... )

I heard a pin drop and a nervous heartbeat
Have you ever heard me scream I love you
-angels and airwaves.

i started hanging out with andrew heinig again a couple weeks ago ( Read more... )

i cant sleep so i might as well write ( Read more... )

i feel i might as well write while im high and so inspired. i have a happy cloud over my head at this moment, and i just want it to last.
i am home in howell right now, and its crazy to say this, but im so happy to be here. i dreaded coming home to visit, but now i just dont feel like leaving quite yet. i think ill stay another day or two.

all day ( Read more... )

im not even sure i can write right now because i dont want to think about it ( Read more... )