Ok so I just finished my first vid. Woo go me. Be gentle ok, my sisters comp is weird and the images can't be seen properly on it (note to self by sis a new monitor ( Read more... )

For Christine on her birthday.

Anakin's Heart
By: Beth Sheppard

Red blade or blue?
Light side or dark?
Fight for love or revenge?
Palpatine or Obi Wan?

In my mind I hear her screams,
They kept me from saving her
My mother dies because of themI slaughtered the animals who butchered her ( Read more... )

I just couldn't get this out of my head so i decided to post it here ( Read more... )

Living Dreams ( Read more... )

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I know my entries have been a bit on the angsty side lately but i'm sure those of you who know me will understand. When I was little I never feared death or what came after. People died every day and i knew that. It has only been inrecent years that death has begun to plague me. It started when i began having dreams of my friends dying and me ( Read more... )

Who Is Your SG1 Mate?

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everyone keeps on asking me am i ok and walking on egg shells around me. it wasn't my dad that died, hell i din't even know the guy all that well. this experiance has affected me though. i can't remeber how many times my father went off claiming he was going to drive into the river and then this happens... well i guess it hits a little too close to ( Read more... )

Ok i found out today that Noel was found dead in the river lee. I don't know how to feel sad? angry? what? I don't know how i am going to face his family at the funeral or after for that matter. Its just such a tragety.

Something terrible has happened. Today while i was at work i heard on the radio about a man who was reported missing. i thought nothing of it until i heard the guys name, it was my sister-in-laws father. I just stopped. You hear about these things all the time but you never imagine them happening to anyone you know or are related too. the whole ( Read more... )