why is it that i take things for granted sooo much?

i am struggling... pray for me.
i hate being weak, thats just not my style.

~beth

my computor is dumb ( Read more... )

sorry to anyone who tried to talk to me tonight.

i had a GREAT birthday by the way.
this weekend has been really fun besides a few minor* set backs.
i wish to do it again sometimes.... you have a good november 2nd.
peace!

~beth

i am awawke at 4:30 in the morning.
i am stupid and feel sick.
i want to throw up. i dont want to ever leave home again. i am afraid of me.
i am sorry to anyone i hurt.
i want to go back in time to about ohhhh 6 hours ago and take the advice given.
i dont deserve anything.
I SUCK!

~beth

yay.
last weekend was fun.....
~went to sloss of friday night
~went to atlanta... hahaha. and went shopping
~had a crazy evening/ afternoon, things are resolved.
~went to the park and the gates with jared... yay.
~got an extra hour of play
~watched 28 days later.
~had a lovely weekend
middle tennessee tomorrow morning with holly...
YAY!

~beth

i am happy to be alive and away from that awful place.
i love atlanta but i dont think i want to be in school there.....
haha i didnt even stay.
yay for mommy.

~beth

so im stupid, its cool. i get this alot. i just wish that for once it would be right. God told me to guard my heart, i will do better ( Read more... )

ok your sorry
ok
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yeh
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ok
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i just sick of everyones crap...
if i need you ill call, otherwise...
FORGET IT!

my heart hurts for julie... i am in tears.
i want to make things better.

~beth

someone take this beautiful, sweet, house broken puppy.
he needs a home.