to my best friend ( Read more... )

this sucks.

do you ever get the feeling that you're making a fool out of yourself before you know any of the other details? that's how i feel.

oh well!

a big one. so much on my mind it's beginning to ache. i've got a lot of praying to do. a ton. i'm hoping i'll know what to do sooner rather than later, but it's His timing so i suppose i'll find out when i find out...and that's scary. so much that i think i'll have to go to bed now so as to not think about stuff anymore.

and this is what it told me ( Read more... )

i hate how i'm feeling.

i don't know where i'm going.
i don't know what i'm doing.
i don't know how to fix things.

so i'll be patient. because it's all part of His plan.

driving away from the wreck of the day
and it's finally quiet in my head
driving alone,
i'm finally on my way home
to the comfort of my bed...

you know those days...the ugly ones. that was today. and yesterday. and the 7 days before that.

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i miss my family.